I want to cry.
I’m torn between the two.
I can never give up on one.
And perhaps with time, I can’t give up on the other one either.
Because… unexpected things happen… And things might actually work out better than I even expect… I can truly just say that I’m depressed.
Yeah right. I’m not going to say that to you. Maybe after a few conversations…. or more… But yeah.. I really like you a lot. And this is killing me.
Because I don’t even know who you are. And you don’t even know who I am.
Fuck.
On MY day, then I would’ve caused it myself.
I don’t need all you people to fuck everything up on my birthday for me when I could do it myself. But since you took the liberty of doing so, I’m sure pissed now.
I’m just reading my stories and my plans for them and it just makes me so excited to start working on them. Holy shit.
I managed to get 2 B’s and 1 C.
Who would’ve thought. Now that’s the teacher I like.
For reasons like having periods, giving birth, etc.
And as of lately, for the reason that I’m not into dating or even being interested in any guy that’s coming into my life for the past couple of years, because they’re all turning out to be whacked out losers and tryhards.
Like honestly, if I was a guy, I’d just go find myself a girl to be myself to and obviously, I would work at it normally and let whatever happen, happen.
WHY CAN’T YOU GUYS TAKE A HINT .____.
So much for “being friends”
Watch it burn.
I lost several things that were bothering me, but I also lost a few things that were beneficial to me, in a way. I’m not really happy nor upset. Something’s very off. It must be THEM. They’re everywhere. And everywhere is where I don’t belong…
Get the fuck out.
We all know that everything is going wrong. And there’s absolutely nothing to be done about it. I only care so much enough to say that I do indeed hate everyone.
